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| slip me a mask and i'll wear it for you forever
in hopes that you'll remember the heart you hid
it's halloween year-round and my disguise is so clever
it's hide-and-seek and i'm still awaiting your bidding
but the summer's begun and the winter's frost flits away
its crisp breath no longer whispers against my cheek
there's more time to screw up during the monday
now summer's gone and it's only the end of the week
winds of change gust through my hair like a comb
untangling my complicated life it leaves me alone
without the company of anxiety or the warmth of my sorrow
through all the knots and twists it smoothes as they go
mercilessly away, mercilessly thorough, mercilessly alone
so slip me a mask and i'll wear it for you forever
in hopes that you'll remember the heart you hid
it's halloween year-round and my disguise is so clever
it's hide-and-seek and i'm still awaiting your bidding | | |
| in the dark room we lay together, severed. strained contentment relaxed our entangled bodies. breath slowed its visitations and in the silence we searched for sleep. shift after shift we sought and gradually approached comfort. shift after shift we moved in solitude, till finally we were face to face, breath to breath, lips to lips. time froze. nothing moved. restraints struggled to contain some thundering approach, both of us silencing every muscle that screamed for tenderness. resistance failed. timidly, my lips moved in inquiry. he answered. his own moved to embrace mine and gently he pulled me closer. my heart inflated with a revived knowledge, a resurrected question. "i love you" i breathed. he said "i think..." all the restraints, all the structure in me melted and fled. i exist in a dark room, entangled with no one. for i have found my constant companion. Loneliness. | | |
| u said you couldn't live without me. well...now we both know u can so the real question is, will you? | | |
| i wanna say something. i want to tell you. i'm about to explode with a confession but the path is barred with the constant thought, "am i allowed?" "is it ok?" "can i let myself go that way?" i can't decide which one's better. tell? not tell... do without? persevere with? growing pressure.. i'm my own cork in my bottle
and all i wanna say is i miss you.. | | |
| today, was awesome. woke up early, made the chicken, packed and got ready for the trip. theeen... we went to fort funston!!! soo much fun. i had lotsa fun. :) if u wanna see some pics, visit my myspace and click "view more pics" otherwise aske me. :) it was a beeeeautiful day. lance was a very good dog, and the company was awesome. :) we need to go back... | | |
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